actually i dont know leh. i realy dont know. like really really dont know.


spent all my time doing up ny resolution/ always failed wishlist 2010, instead of finish my 2assignments dued in 2 days. -inserts omg fish face-
NYE was good lol. kind of lazed the day with food, movie, food, movie.

i hate the word emo, so i shall describe today as an unhappy day.
Nothing tragic happen though . But i guess its all the surrounding that makes reality up.
im 100% convinced im not having pms and its not a series of unfortunate day thing.
its not a pain. its not impulsive. miss reading novels.

btw i cant believe its 2010.

and though its awesome sch ends at 12pm daily. its a fucked up block.
i cant believe my life is slipping away everyday like that. I wan to replay, i want photos. like maybe 50 yrs ltr when i look back or when im dying and i see/read through everyday of my life. i want to laugh and cry and look back at every stupid thought i made when i was 17 and everything wouldnt seem so grey and fade-ish.

it.will.be.real.
will it really be real? like the fireflies and rainbows, twinkling stars, roundabouts and love songs. would they? how real is yours? your life. ?
in.doubt.

half of me wants to slep. other half wants me to finish my sb report.