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Saturday, May 23, 2009
Quite angry with a bytch but nvm, not angry anymore now.i officially hate most of the girls who has eng names that ends with NA. most la . not all.
how can it be that xin yuan is so nice when that certain someone suck so badly?
anyway, i just hope someday everyone got so freaking fed up with ur bootlicking that they just throw a pot of flower onto your head from 9th floor.
And i hope u will forever be a ugly old 2nd pk forever and ever.
thanks so much for talking abt me behind my back hor. thanks ah.
anyway, there is so much i thought of blogging. but i forgotten what i wanted to blog already.
so i tink i would just write down what i still rmb den!
1. i need a english name seriously.
i cant decide what i wan. LOL . i look through a huge list of names. and i like some.
but it just sounds so wrong when u add in my surname.
serious. don believe? try it.
i need a eng name la. i hate people forgetting my name. and i need a statement name.
Like. etc. Serena van der woodsen. Blair waldorf. See! so cool.
2. im working my ass off next week.
i need my pay desperately.
seriously. money is so importatant. who says money wasnt imp? money makes the world goes rd seriously. without money i will die.
3. i wanna buy stuffs from dior/ celine/ channel etc.
i think i like practically most designs from dior and channel.
bags/ fashion/ make ups/ shoes. seriously.!
4. i need tops. im dying to wear shorts. with decent tops. LOl. or tee shirts.
i shall make tee shirts my fashion statement.
cheap and unique. cus my class don wear teeshirts.
i shall scarifice and do it. prooooof!
5. i shall buy myself a school bag to congratulate myself for working my assoff. enduring NA the bitch. i thot susan was bad. NA is the worst. stupid pk licker.
and i worked so hard for sch. i worked so so so hard for lessons, for assignments, for up coming projects.
i procrastinated, i cried, i laughed, i acted like a fool, fall into misery faster than u could blink.
i still finished my work. and im beaming like a lightbulb from 4 weeks of torture homeworks.
i still wan get a scholarship in the end. i stil wan my US dream. there is so much i wanted.
i hate competitions. i hate being stupid.
i hate working hard to get what i want.
6. Repay my 300bucks depts to toothfairy. period.
7. Buy myself some more story books. im freaking bored not reading anything. talking abt this. i wanna subscribe myself to 17. seriously. i said it for 6mths. but nvm. im going to do it in my next pay.
8. i wan join dsc. should i? should i not? maybe i should pull hui lian to join with me. but den... urgh.
i need to find 5 friends who fly the same freq as me first.
9. Im not going to complain how boring or shiity acc is already. i give up. its forever sinking in shit. its unsavable. im just going to pretend im a lazy ass by sitting on the chair and nua there, listening to phone calls until i die. and let NA bitch abt me. stupid bimbotic walnut. (her hair looks like walnut wad. )
10. im so silly. i cant believe after so many years, im still so stupid.
i need a heart of stone.
fate fate fate. u believe in fate? Lmao. this remind me of how stupid i am when i was sec4.
i kind of stalked my crush. no i don think it was stalk. just that it was a coincidence most of the time that when im not late to sch he always sit besides me. fated la. oh god. im so silly. LMAO.
why are all the guys i like have girlfriends????
i sound like a twit. like a twitty sec1 kid. (URGH GROSS)
okay stop it. next number.
11. wow. its such a long post! okay. shall stop here for now. cus i cant think of anything else to write.
i was a little kind of upset but now im okay. i think. all the NA fault. seriously she is so fucking annoying. why must everyone likes her? WHATS WRONG WITH ME DISLIKING HER??
nvm. i think im alright. hopefully it disappears?
12. last but not least. i wanna go overseas study.
i wan be like marie. i miss marie sooo much.. even if i have completely no friends there.!
lol. what the hell is wrong with me?
nomally. when im upset. either i go to suicide, or i wait for the sadness to sink in and find its way to a funny spot and stays dere. probably lasting a day or two.
den after that im fine. nomally i don suicide. or else what ur reading now is actually a robot or a ghost in disguise.
but anyway i still think i will die young.
so no matter what. i shall spend my money happily and be happily ever after.
even if i got no friends its okay.
i shall just come home every day and chat with my imaginary friends. watch movies with them.
laugh and talk to them.
of cus i got my favourite packy, teshy and donkey.
okay. this is such a random post.
but nvm. its a end pdt of having zero things to do at home.
shall wake up early to stalk mango. and face the bitch at work tml.
secretly knowing the bitch hates me cus i refuse to talk to her, im extremely happy.
i shall dao you for all i care.
NIGHTS people.
i shall dream abt my edward cullen.
ps/. I really wan my books back eh lol. wan reread them since i got no books. return to me whatevers left k? thanks. :D
anyway i decided to work at the idk what place. if yt can find a place for me , i will go dere work k? even if its as sucky as aranda. its okay. im okay.
i feel happy listening to decode.
and happy when i can go sleep now. i miss hearing rfiy for 100 x before i slep. so i can dream of rpattz..