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    別れ～とまどい～
    Wednesday, May 21, 2008
    Im kinda tired.

    intensiveeeeee chinese lessons seems so draggy and long.
    & i keep losing concentration den in the end we keep counting down the amount of time left til class ends.

    and every days homework keep pilling up.
    the nasty feeling of 零时抱佛脚. T.T


    Den, tdy went for this heartprint viedo post exam activity.
    pretty emotional.
    some people really went tearful.
    but i guess im not some kind souls.
    i wouldnt forgive any shit people for ruining my life you know.
    its pretty sad and !@#$!@ when this young pretty gurl got hit by the mfguy whom drink and drive.
    the effect: this young pretty gurl was disfigured badly.
    -and the guy was only sentenced to 7 years of jail.
    and the girl didnt blame the guy for anything.
    how could this girl possibly forgive that guy for ruining her beautiful life!
    like how she can continue living, i cant.
    continue on seems so miserable.

    anyway,
    like how i don wanna envy anyone,
    it seems very hard not to compare other's life and mine.
    & its stupid when u see people getting what they don deserve.
    den my life like kinda lost its value.
    in short,
    i
    feel
    so
    sibei no life.

    like how careful i tried to avoid the worst,
    how i tried to have put in my best,
    how i tired to fit in.
    yet it all just isint turning right.
    it ends up so differently, i couldnt really differentiate what i really really want in life anymore.


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